On life, the universe and everything (Or maybe just happiness)

Hello there lovelies,

I've been neglecting this little blog again, but then I've been finding it hard to blog and maintain my positive attitude lately. For awhile, I was ashamed of that. I felt like I'd failed - after all, I'd just been through six months of deep depression, and then come out ecstatic about life again. Being unhappy, even for a second felt like I was failing. Felt like it might start me spiralling out of control again. To get metaphorical on you, my life lately has been feeling much like the staircase in the picture above. I'm enjoying the scenery and the climb, but when it boils down to it, I feel like I have no idea where the staircase is going, or how many stairs I have left to climb. I'm trying to find my direction, or any direction that feels right. Anyway, I'm not trying to dwell on the negatives here. What I am trying to say is that it's ok to feel this way. Really. No matter how much more focused, or accomplished anyone else seems to be, it's ok for you to have no idea what the hell you're doing. It doesn't matter what your friends have done, or what things they have that you don't. You don't need to feel ashamed about not knowing quite where your life is going. You'll get there.

And I'll make an effort to stop feeling bad about it.

Until next time, xo.